Held...

"This is what it means to be HELD! This is how it feels when the sacred it torn from life, and you survive. This is what it means to be loved, and to know that the promise was when everything feel, we'd be HELD..."

So God, this is what it means to be HELD? to feel you so completly- maybe not all of the time- but for a few momenst of bliss- to feel you so intimatly and to fully understand the power of Your forgivenss?!?!? Is this what it means, God- for you to Hold me in your arms and be the Comforter and Provider, and Kindsman Redeemer that You promised? Your forgiveness is sweet, Your embrace is comforting, your intimacy is mine, Your romance is for me, Your mercy is amazing- as is your grace, your girp is on me, Your love is undending, Your precense is intoxicating. This IS what it means to be HELD- when everything that was sacred to me is torn from my life- and to survive that because of Your forgiveness and grace and mercy- The promise that when I fall- You are the one that is Holding me- This is what sustains me- Your mercy and Your grace- and the knowledge that You are a God of forgivness and a God that wants so badley to romance me- and it is that romance and that forgivness that each time draws me back to You- My Lord!!!